If You Want To Know Me, Look Me In The

Some things are ludicrous, some excruciating and some are wonderful. Let's divulge...
My name is Simon, not many people I've encountered are called that, which makes me quite like it as a name. One of the few I did encounter emmigrated to New Zealand. Seriously.

This is my poetry blog. http://birdcagesformpoetry.tumblr.com There, you will find my poems.
My ask box is the 'Tell Me What All The Sighing's About?' at the foot of this passage. The first link below this passage contains A Few Pictures Of Myself.

I'm currently seventeen, and am content with life. I'm fond of my pets; two Springer Spaniels and some occasional fish, and of skiing and the fact that my Mother has turned our lounge into a chalet. I love music and writing poetry and improvising dramatic lyrics to trivial acts in the kitchen, which I bellow when I'm alone... or when I think I'm alone, and it turns out my Dad's in the next room. I also like reading books that make me wonder. I love to act; the rush of reading out something new, morphing into someone else, I think it's brilliant. Probably part of my love of escape.

I'm very tall - 6 foot 5" in fact. I mention this, as when meeting me, it's the first thing that'll strike you. It tends to also be the first thing people comment on, which infuriates me. I don't know what it is about my being tall that forces people to blurt out their acknowledging of it, but it persists where'er I roam. I have what I suppose you could call a birthmark on my lip. It's like a raised scar. Most people don't notice it, but I quite like it, so tend to mention it in their stead.

Courtesy of a very close friend of mine, in 2010 I unearthed a love of Florence + the Machine, which lay dormant for awhile and spent a considerable amount of that year discovering rare covers and songs of Flo's, pouring over pictures, interviews and quotes of hers and generally being quite obsessive. Much of this I still continue to do, only I think I've found most of what can be found. However, the release of Ceremonials, her new interviews and articles, and her tour have only furthered my passion. I went to see her on the 6th March 2012 at the Nottingham Capital FM Arena, and I can safely say it was one of the best nights of my life. I was in seating, and didn't get to meet her, but I shook my demons out, and I know that's what she would have wanted.
I think my devotion is perfectly justified considering her all-encompassing power.
I hope to meet her at some point this year, as I'm preparing a sort of scrapbook for her, and would love to give it in person.
I'm also a really big fan of Paloma Faith, and really hope she doesn't fall into obscurity. INSTEAD SHE'S FALLEN TO GRACE IN THE MOST SPECTACULAR WAY. I'm going to see her on the 25th January 2013, with my best friend and I couldn't be more excited.

Love is something of a mystery to me, I've never been very acquainted with it, though I hope I can count it as a friend in the future.
I like to wear modern(ish) clothes, and love programmes like Sherlock, Luther, Smash, Whitechapel, Spooks, my guilty pleasure is Teen Wolf... and maybe Awkward. Some of my favourite films include; most of Tim Burton's work, Easy A, Juno, Atonement, The Hunger Games, Never Let Me Go, The Wedding Date, Bridesmaids, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (It was wonderful in a different way to the book,) The Help and Keeping Mum (a very obscure comedy about a secret murderer.)

I have a very close ring of friends that I can talk to about just about anything, a brother named Joe, who's two years older than me, with whom I have a complicated friendship and a Mum and Dad who I'm thankful for.
I love Noah and the Whale. I consider Charlie Fink a genius, who isn't afraid to experiment with his voice and lyrics. Tom Hobden is just incredible as a performer. Each song is fresh and perfect. I witnessed them performing on the 13th May 2011, and they were ridiculously brilliant. It was my first time at a concert, and most probably one of the highlights of that year.
Incidentally, I also really like Laura Marling; her voice and words are so unique and beautiful, the songs just allow you to see life through this third-person aspect that I think is wonderful.
Kate fucking Nash. I've been a fan of hers for many a year, and this love came to a climax on the 22nd June 2012, when I not only attended one of the most intimate and brilliant gigs I could ever conceive, but met her. You can read of this here: http://birdcagesfromitaly.tumblr.com/post/25737467036/its-such-an-appalling-photo-but-its-evidence-of - she's genuinely one of the nicest people I've ever met.
Marina & the Diamonds is also an artist I really admire and adore, her lyrics, though dysfunctional, are brilliant. Obsessions is just mind-blowing, Starring Role is impeccable, Teen Idle and State Of Dreaming just floor me everytime and I saw her on the 29th June! You can read about this here: http://birdcagesfromitaly.tumblr.com/post/26197710555/it-was-such-an-amazing-night-we-queued-for-over I didn't get to meet her, but I still had an utterly fabulous night.

Mika, Lady GaGa (who I shall be seeing on the 8th September), Beyonce, Patrick Wolf; probably my favourite male singer, I just think he's incredible. Lupercalia is one of the most uplifting albums I've ever come across, and Bermondsey Street is such a moving song. P!nk, Sara Bareilles, Kate Bush, Taylor Swift, Meredith Sheldon, Of Monsters And Men (I'm seeing them on the 25th February,) Spector (I'm seeing them on the 7th November,) Spry - present me with quirky and clever and there's a good chance I'll like it. Lana Del Rey... that's all I can say.

How much these artists reflect my personality is debatable, but I like to think I'm somewhere amongst them.

Penultimately, I run an advice blog; www.ifoundyourmessageinabottle.tumblr.com
If you have any issues, feel free to vent and I'll assist you as well as i'm able.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope it was worth the effort.

A Few Pictures Of Myself  Nina & Stray - Ghost Stories  Lupine  Never Let You Go  Broken  Dead Weight  Oblivion  Acting  Bitter Truths & Twisted Youths  Uncharted Seas  Across the Ocean  Judas  Circuits  Forgive  Poison Angel  The Hated Silence  Perfect Stranger  Undiscoverable  Fashion  Pyre  I Fell For A Mermaid's Husband  Underwhelming Superhero  I Swallowed A Butterfly  In That Moment When I Looked At You  The Cherry & The Plum Trees  Daddy Was A Killer  The Rich Man's Wife & The Assassin's Knife  The Storm  Supernova  From Then Onward  Running (Inspired by Falling)  The Girl Who Dragged A Horse (Inspired by Shake It Out)  The Beast  The Sea Made Me A Promise  The Perfect Gift  From Atop My Throne  I've Been  Fear  With The Wind And The Wolves  Sweet Valentine  Captivated  Noisy Neighbour  How He'll Hurt  The Show  War With Words  Not A Game (Inspired by The Hunger Games)  My Body Is My Parent  Burden  Tomorrow  Guilt  Cheap  The Difference  You  Such Thing As That Something  Sebastian (Inspired by The Tempest)  I Found Your Message In A Bottle  A Lonely Path  Picked Last  Too Young To Sleep Alone  Nudité  Taken  A Special Place In Hell (Inspired by and to be partially included in Luther)  A Picture Of Us  On Why I Can't Forgive You  Born To Lie  This Deserves Attention, I Am Attention Seeking  Ticking  Original Alternative Florence + the Machine Lyrics  
Tell Me What All The Sighing's About?

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marnifer:

Long Way To Happy by P!nk

She literally took all the angst ever and put it into this genuinely massive song.

pro-spects:

Thats it they’re over and done with! I’m so glad my exams are over! I’m just going to enjoy the period from now until I get my results!

I was like ¡yes! this post is applicable to me and then saw the word ‘period’ and thought nope, maybe not, but then saw the context and know I am not breaching any personal boundaries bar reading far too far into this post.

Simon problems

I need to stop becoming fascinated by people. I spend time with a person, and then just realise how great they are and feel I really understand them, even though they continue to surprise me and then I start getting feelings as complex as they are, but realise I also have feelings like this for the 5 other people I’m fascinated by and every time I’m with them I’m now warring between feelings and I wonder if, even for an instant, they see the little battle that’s going on in my eyes and that’s the reason they stay or that’s the reason they leave.

captain-sad:

I really like that John Green book where an awkward guy falls in love with a hot girl and they don’t end up together but there are some attempts at deep metaphors and one of them dies or runs away

I spent about two hours making a birthday card today. It’s one splendid card.

(Source: guigslisauskas)

It’s weird to think you only matter to people while you benefit them. Not just in like a material way in which they use you for your money or whatever, but emotionally - ‘you make me happy,’ ‘I always feel better when I’m around you,’ even ‘I love you,’ can actually, when picked apart, reveal to be pretty selfish statements, as it’s the speaker who’s gaining from it. Actually even when the case is presented unselfishly - ‘I want to cheer you up,’ ‘what do you want to do?’ ‘let’s talk about you,’ these things are only being said so the speaker again can feel better, and guilt-free. These could be interpreted as pretty depressing statements to make, but someone wise once said to me ‘you define selfishness’ (I don’t think he meant it as a personal attack… Did he? No) - so even if something is selfish, maybe that’s not a bad thing. Relationships, of all kinds, are complex, and perhaps it is just a game of ‘who can out feel who’ and maybe it’s great to know you’re benefitting someone, especially if they benefit you too. Maybe.

within-the-seahorses-belly:

Has it seriously been two years since BTW, I remember gaga using her power over us to make us play farmville just to get new songs

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